Been stuck on the outside since I cant remember when
Got up just long enough for them to beat me down again
They crawl inside my mind hoping there to find
Ways to be fucking with my head
Theyll never get the best of me
Im fighting back until Im dead
Cause Ive been used been abused
Ive been bruised
Ive been broken
And Im backed up against the wall
But my will to survive cant be stolen
And you cant make me fall
Half-wits and dim pundits try to ruin my good name
Parents and therapists tell me Im the one to blame
They say "take it like a man" but I cant understand
Why they wont leave me alone
Best friends and enemies think Id do better on my own
When I think I cant go on just want to stay home in my bed
The problems of this fucked up world seem to be kept up in my head
I take a look around theres nowhere to be found
Somewhere to justify my life
I guess Ill try to keep on trying someday Ill get it right
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